Feelings

How am I supposed to feel

Is it ok to feel happy or should I always feel badly

The loss is so heavy, the wound is so deep.

But I never lose sleep.

It’s so sad, but, at times I feel glad,

to be alive and well and not dwell on grief

but embrace the belief that with every rising sun

it’s the same one that our love ones see

from wherever that might be.

Is it bad to feel good,

is it good to feel bad

How are we supposed to feel

How do we deal With a loss of this size?

Perpetual cries? That would not be living

But giving up on life.

How strong was your bond With the one that’s beyond?

Let that love be your guide with how you survive.